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3rd day in HK

2012-02-08T13:35:00.001+08:00

Hong Kong is really a nice city, but this city is too busy. hmph.
nice to travel but not nice to stay. =(

Hong Kong--Day 2

2012-01-05T16:07:00.001+08:00

DAY 2, where we went?

WELCOME TO HK DISNEYLAND !

say BYE to HK Disneyland

HONG KONG--1st day @ bored BUT excited

2012-01-05T14:19:00.001+08:00

The scene from plane---It's HONG KONG!

Hong Kong airport, sister is so happy

Always watch this in drama, I never imagine one day I will standing at here. =D

The night Hong Kong.

The 5 stars Hotel

From the room, can see someone bath in the bathtub,woah!

Back to life

2011-09-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

I had been a few month never update my blog since I was so busy for the WTH senior 3 life...
Sometime I feel so regret, but sometime I feel lucky I stay in senior3...
HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL @ MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!

Just to update a little because I get my brand new modem, this modem is easier and it look nice.

I wanna record my HK's trip during my holiday in my next post.

摸索

2011-05-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

摸索属于自己的地方还要踏出多少步才能抵达

有时候，不是你有勇气抬头望天空就有阳光给你力量

这个世界上来的来，走的走。

根本不需要在意任何人带给你的痛苦，因为时间在流逝，我们在和时间赛跑

往自己该去的方向努力，即使是自己一个人

Put your hands together

2011-05-29T15:58:00.000+08:00

HAVE A BIG WELCOME TO Lim's NEW FAMILY MEMBER

GINO !

UP DATE

2011-05-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

Just to update.
2011 seem like passing so fast, Jogathon ended, sport's day ended, Teacher's day ended.
I really having a great days spend with all my girls, joking, gossip, laughing and more.
Okay, today is 21 of May, hey hey, who said today is END OF THE WORLD??!!
Is really feeling sick to hear those comments, WTF ! can you just give some hopes to this world and human?
BODOHNYA!!!
since today is 21st of May, it means my sister going back to Melbourne on tomorrow. Thank you for baking a very nice cake for us. Thank you for helping me prepared a lot of foods on my sports day but I never finished it. So sorry, wasting your time...Wish you luck, enjoy your days!

ahhh!!!!!!!! ANOTHER THING THAT I MUST MENTION !!!!
YES OR NO is a SUPER NICE MOVIE!!! =D
The green shirt one is so handsome!

Okay, is time for dinner. Bye!

2011 5 16 值得被纪念的一天

2011-05-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

516，很平凡的日子，对于高三以外的坤中生来说今天或许是一个不怎么有意义的一天。但是，对于高三的我们来说，今天意义重大。

努力了那么久，就是势必要你们看到不一样的高三，不一样的精彩，不一样的爆发力。

运动会前.........

老师说，我们这一届花最多时间在运动会表演

我们说，什么鬼哦？天天都留下来，有时候还要在大太阳底下练习，会中暑的咧~

看我们练习的人说，不好！再来！跟拍子，你们很乱，很wat dat !

其他同学，不是所有人都知道我们高三有多努力要给你们看到不一样的我们

就在今天！

老师们说，哇！你们的表演很好看，很不一样。

同学们说，历届以来最好看得高三表演。

我们说，真的吗？！我其实有怀疑大家骗我们

我看了录影，哇唠！高三，你们太帅气了！

我们的汗水，身体的伤痛，心灵的疲惫造就了我们的成功。

接下来，请各位高三，一定要努力撑下去直到高中统考完毕。

要好像今天我们一起绕跑道奔跑一样，勇往直前，累了，也要慢慢走，继续走到终点。

大家一起努力！

我们的SPM 破了纪录，我们的高中统考也来破个记录吧！

我爱坤成女子中学第55届高三毕业班

Parent's day 2011

2011-04-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

This is my last parent's day in my high school life. Honestly, when form teacher was talking with my daddy, I feel myself gonna COL. But I never ever like to cry in front of my parents.
So, My target is I have to get at least 6As excluding BM and BC in my SUEC. If not, guess what? I WILL DIE SOON ! actually not so serious la, haha! maybe study foundation, but it is wasting time to do so.

GOOD LUCK !

LPY, YOU BETTER ADD OIL !

苦中作乐

2011-04-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

哇，这个是什么季节？为什么我一直心理不平衡？
我突然发觉我有一件事情一定要快快学会，啊不然我会很痛苦。
我的心最近不是很美丽，因为我看什么都不美，哈！我就是喜欢你这样不喜欢我可是你还是不停的在更新我的最新状况。你干嘛对我又爱又恨咧？
今天跑那个什么死鬼长跑，累死我，晕死我，饿死我。我早退回家，因为我实在想晕倒，开始感觉很俄。爸爸说，每次都不吃东西！我哪有啊，老豆？所以，实验证明我体弱多病~赶快趁有身之年找个好医生给我吧
星期六，什么日子？大日子！就是坤成一年一度的家长日，哎呀!我的成绩真的不如去年，拜托，去年的SPM 格式比起统考格式差一个南北极的距离，好不好？看，人总会为自己的错误找借口。实验证明，我也是人
星期天，什么日子？超级大日子！就是我的林大姐从遥远的澳洲回来了，什么？才回来一个月。不过也很好，因为她会带很多东西回来，比如，食物！还有还有就是我要去义山，然后去吃东西。不过，我有好多事情不喜欢在那天或许会发生。没关系啦，苦中享乐吧

eh, 拜托拜托你，不是全世界的人都是你的男朋友，请你不要在大家面前那么那么刁蛮，尤其是我！我最最最讨厌服侍大小姐，重点是，你不是。还有还有，不是别人有的东西你也一定要得到。我知道你的心里非常不平衡，不过请你一定一定要学习如何惜福。还有还有，请你不要在你的男朋友面前说我们好像在刻薄你一样，然后你男朋友说我们当你是工人，是人都好讨厌。难道我们大家帮过你，也是你的女佣吗？还有还有，请你以后要别人帮忙的时候说话态度好一点，不管你有多不爽，请你控制自己的臭脸和不爽的嘴巴，因为你已经是长大的人了，而且，是你有求于别人。
好啦好啦，我不要埋怨了。

我期待星期日和下个月的运动会！=）

一起祷告《SAVE EARTH》2010

2011-03-13T21:40:00.001+08:00

Pray for those victims, the world, the Earth, human and all living things.

SAVE EARTH ! If you think you can, then you can.

Never say because the world gonna end so we should enjoy and ignore those recycle & etc.

地球，原谅人类的胡闹。 =)

World Vision---30hour Famine

2011-03-11T13:31:00.003+08:00

An activity under world vision is so famous,that's HOUR FAMINE!
IS BACK !
I am wondering take part in this year or not, hmm, so if I go will I fainted because of gastric??
but I hope to go every year, but failed. ='(

Click to enlarge.

AND! I want to adopt those children in Africa, China or somewhere else...They need us. ='(

I watched a video via FB, is a very touching video.(click and watch it)

About a mum that take care for her 2 children after she had divorce.

Hmph, I feel like want to join those society which helping those needy.

Life not about what you can get but is what you can give.

I get a lot in this 18 years but I never give out anything to others, even my parents.

This social is totally sick because is lacking of loves.

This world not Pessimistic but Reality.

Recently having earthquake around the world like Japan, and China@ YunNam.

GOD bless them. And faster run out from the sadness.

OMG!it makes me wanna be a volunteer so much.

so, love this world and human being. Because we are a big family.

WE ARE SAME, WE ARE HUMAN!

Animals also know to love theirs partners, how can human don't know!

Animals will treat this as a jokes and laugh at us

plant loves on this land, let them grow.

Grumbling and share

2011-03-10T12:26:00.007+08:00

YAY! Tomorrow will be my last paper and is the not very important subject, but, still need to study a little bit, if not the paper will be ugly. Oh, Sr3 is really hard like rock !!!!! Those question in exam make me feel like:" har? what is this?! wtf ! can't you just ask what you want to ask ?!" So, that's why lots of people saying that xx exam can't compare to UEC. IS REALLY FARKING HARD !!!!

Recently I am feeling so emo because of the exam, honestly, I never try my best till max for it. BECAUSE MY HEART IS FEELING SO TIRED ! From last year re-open school till now, I never stop studying even though I had CNY holidays and those one week or two week holiday, but after those short and busy holiday, I am having some class test which is quite important for result. So! I HAVE TO STUDY DURING HOLIDAYS!
WTH! I am EXTREMELY TIRED !
pheeeeeww~ Luckily one week holiday gonna start on the day after tomorrow.

________________________________________________________________
I went 东阐寺 during new year. Is nice but boring lor~

This Earth came from Taiwan, the Taiwanese gift to this temple.

This is like tung, ask her study she want to sleep. teehee!

Those Buddhist monk is soooo cute!

I can't glow in dark ='(

This flower makes me remember a teacher always say含苞待放的少女！ =p

nah nah nah, If, YOU DON'T WANT TO LIVE LONGER, GO SUICIDE !

ha! no, if you dislike Earth, please move to hell, thank you. =)

LOVE EARTH · LOVE YOURSELF · LOVE EVERYONE

do something for our home.

so now, Earth is 坏,later will be 空

做好事，说好话，存好心。

Never say this is difficult, because 人之初，性本善。

Never treat someone bad because you will get KARMA, never pay back to whom that treat you bad

BECAUSE HE/SHE GET KARMA one day in his/her future life.

给人信心，给人欢喜，给人希望，给人方便

Learning to made a recycle pencil.

Some fishes are transparent !

Something worth to share and worth to read and think about it.

emmm...I think is whatever you want to name it

2011-02-27T18:47:00.001+08:00

当你被他在大庭广众大声对你说话时，你会对我埋怨他没有给你面子
那为什么当你对她大庭广众大声骂她时你不想想她会不会也觉得她没有面子？
就因为她只是个小孩子所以她没有资格他其他的自尊心？
我知道，英文很重要因为社会很现实，可是你是不是可以换个角度跟她分析呢？
我明白，一个人如果对某件事情很反感，没有兴趣，很不愿意就算你付一百亿，她也学不好。
你们有没有让她明白你们的用意？有没有让她真的明白什么是重要的？
有没有听她说和给机会她说出她的不愿意？
我知道，在你们觉得我还是一个不会思考，不会判断，不会关心身边事情的人。
可是，你们真的觉得你们想的我真的就是我吗？
我有时候真的不喜欢跟你们讲话。你们永远都觉得你们是对的
其实，也没有所谓的对或错，不是吗？现在的年代的人和以前的年代不一样了~
随便你们觉得我叛逆也好，不乖也好。
我只是明白到一点，要教育，也要尊重。
还有，我不喜欢你常常跑进我的房间翻东西。
我已经18岁了，正如你所说的：“你以为你大了，很厉害了？什么都要自己选择？”
虽然这句话不是对我说，可是我想问你，难道以后我死了想怎样安葬也要你帮我选择吗？
你每次都说进来我房间找东西，难道你不能等我回来再找吗？
而且，我的房间有那么多东西让你找吗？
我长大了，我懂什么应该什么不应该。
不要说我固执难教，有自己的想法不代表我不尊重你们的意见
我有自己的坚持是因为我有自己的原则
我很感谢你们给与我的一切，并感谢你们把我带到来这里。
我没有不孝顺，只是希望你们也尊重你的孩子。就好像我们也尊重你一样。谢谢！

I am going to attend for my exam on this Thursday, and the first paper is BM. Is really nvm to me, because BM is like Chinese in SPM in UEC. See, if you not respect and admit others language, nobody will respect yours. NANANA...I never mention who does not respect who..
Okay, I started some revision for my coming soon exam but the nearest the exam, the more I don't want to touch those books. Whenever I see my books on my table, I will use my file to cover it.
THOSE BOOKS ARE FULL OF PRESSURE, that will makes me feel STRESS !
Anyway, I will really work hard for it. I know maybe I will miss my flying colours's SPM result slip, but I promise myself. I will let my UEC fly up higher than the sky !

To my best best and non-best KC friends, KAYAO !

CNY 2011

2011-02-01T15:49:00.000+08:00

新年快乐，万事如意，身体健康，UEC全A, 考进顶尖大学，做有前途的人，赚多多钱给爸爸妈妈还有自己。当然我希望天天开心，秒秒幸福 =)

新年了嘛，好话不嫌多，红包当然也不嫌多。
生活好累，难得假期，我只想要好好过年。
今年，很重要。我年年都这样说。
不过今年真的非常的重要。
统考，最少给我7，8 个A 吧~拜托了~

好啦，今年有三大愿望
第一，当然是统考要有很优秀的成绩
第二，这是秘密
第三，我不要世界末日，我要做百万富婆！！

SAY NO!

2011-01-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

我不要分班啊！

顶！

我真的好难过，我不要分班，我们的感情很好了。

我不舍得，我不喜欢跟一堆完全不ACTIVE 的人一起上课~

全部都不channel，不能吵。

要乖到好像书呆子这样。

一点上学的mood 都没有~

haiz, 一个digi 一个maxis,一个8tv,一个astro on demand =(

你管不了

2011-01-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

很多人告诉我，“你太倔强了。”

有什么不好吗？倔强不好吗？强一点不好吗？总是依赖别人，我活不下去。或许，我向往自由，向往自主。对，我就是看不起那些总是依赖着别人的人，小孩子例外。难道你不是人吗？你不是残废人士，干吗要靠别人？或者你以为你活在古代吗？我们是有受教育的女孩，不是吗？

好了，不要批评了，不然会有很多人对号入座，又说我在讽刺他们了~你知道的，女孩总爱胡思乱想，因为头脑简单，四肢发达~

我在想，最近怎么哭不出了？好像忘了怎么对很亲以外的人心软。因为我要做大事！

我要创事业，做自己。我要用自己的钱，买房子，买汽车，养爸爸妈妈。至于要不要结婚嘛，可以免了，结婚只不过是一张纸，感情才是重点。不是吗？

对呀，老师说，坤成女中的女生好可怕。对呀，我们好可怕，有时候我也觉得。但是有些培植错误的例外。我心里不知道为什么有好几个人的脸孔突然闪过，哎呀，不要对号入座嘛~

说到坤成，我要慎重的声明，我是坤成女子中学的，我的念书范围还没有男生。

我是坤成女子中学的女生！麻烦以后要说坤成的学生怎么糟糕，拜托要声明是男女那届的，哎呀，我不小心得罪别人了。不过，也好像是事实。

嗯，最近累垮了，1秒就睡着。但是醒着又不累了。我是超人，但我不会飞啦~因为周杰伦教我不会飞 =(

最近的fb，各位美女都在互相“晒命”，我是看戏的人，我只好捧腹大笑~

还有还有，身边的朋友都开始恋爱了。要幸福呀！

不要等到失去以后，才觉得我好。好马不吃回头草，我不给机会自己伤了又伤。就算我有一百个，一万个，一亿个不舍得，我绝对不回头。我要让你彻底明白，什么叫为自己的决定负责。不珍惜我的人，我从来不把你放在我心上。谁对我好，我有分寸。那些在我面前做戏的，你们的演技真的不如我，我在配合你们的虚伪，你们却以为我是傻瓜。 =)

可悲，还是可笑。每个人都不能配合和接受每个人，这要靠自己懂人际关系这门专长有多少。

人际关系，说好听些是彼此交流。其实现实中的人际关系，谁越虚伪，谁就胜利。

我变了，因为我看懂了这世界。但是，我还是好人啦~

懂我的人，懂我。不懂我的人，误会我。随便，我最不喜欢对着一些脸孔解释一百遍~

等你长大些，看懂这个世界的现实，你会明白的。

要是冒犯了，对不起呀，滚吧，这里是我的部落个，我爱放屁就放屁，爱大便就大便。

你在想我在说你吗？以后不要回来了，因为我这里不是戏院。不需要对号入座的。

2011

2011-01-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

生活忙得不像样，最近躺在床上几乎3秒我就可以睡着了。真的，高三不容易。但是我更明白现在不吃点苦以后我就要住在天桥底下了，我不要！ =(
所以我现在不要那么享受，以后我老了再慢慢享受。可是我怕世界末日，我没机会享受，哎呀，我很矛盾。每天都想很多有的没的~ 我就快神经病了，或许以后我的家就是：精神病院。
高三的老师不是有点傻傻的可爱，就是太严肃。讲课好像做子弹火车那么快，所以啊~高三是得空躺棺材不得生病。
不要说到高三那么不好，不然会显得我留高三的选择很笨！其实高三很好，文凭好，出到去一堆人抢着要你，当然，成绩不好另当别论。我希望我不是另当别论的那一个。高三很多活动，我们今天就帮班主任庆祝生日了，这算是班上活动之一。我们要分班上活动和高三活动。28号2月我的班就要准备一个1个小时半的新春节目。说真的，很精彩也很累人~快乐是要付出代价的 =) 经历越多，越不舍得离开。
我其实很害怕，因为身兼多职。我怕的，不是人就可以了解。或许，我坐下来和你说一百万次我的害怕，你也未必明白我在念什么经。算了，自己的是自己处理。哑子吃黄连，有苦说不出。
不知道会不会分班，现在我们是高三纯商，高三文商在同一个班，69人。我一开始真的很受不了，可是听说要分班又不舍得。那么多人在一起真的很热闹，有活动一定很快乐~还有班级赛，我们赢定了！如果不分班，数学老师不知道要怎么上课，数学对我们都很重要~唉~分，不分都为难。我每次都很矛盾，这样又想要，那样又想要。为什么没有10全10美？

我很欣慰啦~因为很难挨，也有你们陪我。
我知道，我不是一个人。

大家在我心里都重要，最后一年了，我不想看到大家最后一年都那么不和谐。
当局者，你们会明白的。不管什么事情，我真的不想插手，毕竟与我无关。可是，我不想你们的回忆是一种遗憾。或许现在你会觉得没关系，不讲话就不讲话，讨厌就讨厌。可是当某天，世界末日不会发生。我们gathering 的时候，或者你想起你的高三生活时候，你们会后悔的。真的，不听佩莹言，吃亏在眼前 =p 真的，问问自己，有必要那么耿耿于怀吗？过去了就算了，谁对谁错重要吗？对了又怎样？错了又怎样？人生就这么一次，你心里一天有刺你一天都不好受。那为什么不尝试换个角度让彼此都快乐？不要再挑起别人的难过，不要再执著谁对不起谁，不要讨厌所谓你讨厌的人。讨厌一个人很辛苦。尝试原谅别人会更快乐~ 我懂，我也明白，自己心爱的东西被夺走的滋味。因为我也是过来人，可是，我可以发誓，我从来不讨厌“抢”我东西的人。因为不是你的，就算你帮着他，他也会离开。是你的，就算全世界和你争夺，他还是会留在你身边~

好吧，希望你们看到。

我越想我们回到从前的我们，我们越回不去，我只是希望我们还是可以一起疯狂，一起闹，一起长大，一起分担，一起快乐，一起哭，一起难过，一起做很多很多事情。

Re-open school

2011-01-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today back to school, my partner will be ah tung this year
I am so nervous of senior 3, honestly. Because I gonna handle a lot of work, i think is really hard, but I gonna do so.
hmm, bless me and give me luck !! =)

2010

2010-12-31T19:12:00.000+08:00

Time past so fast, today already the last day of 2010. I am not willing to say bye to my 2010 because this year is so good to me, I hope 2011 will treat me better ! Although I am not willing to say bye but I have no choice, still have to say that WELCOME 2011 !!!
This year happened a lot of happy things.

2010年的最后一天

悲喜交加的一天，有很多的回忆，很多的感动，很多的不舍得。

在所有人都想着怎么狂欢的时候，我反而想静静回想今年的日子里

好的，不好的，开心的，难过的，感动的，幸运的，不幸运的，难挨的

2010年，17岁，真好。

太多的画面，值得我一直重复细细品味。

感谢走进我生命的每一个人，帮我完成美好的日子。

UPDATE MY NEWS

2010-12-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

I am so cincai one, I write my post also "cin cin cai cai". So now I wanna update my news for these 1++ month.

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This photo taken before I start my study for the science in SPM.

see my emotion you will know how suffer I am when I am in a relationship with SPM !

SPM really fml.

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AND AND AND, I bought a new spec since the old one let me spoiled it. When I went to the shop and show that people, he said:" oh! you can claim it, because is real Tissot brand." I am like, how come you never tell me when I bought it before 1 years???!!! but nvm, after claim still can wear it. But until now I haven't get it back home. I also bought couple box of contact lens. =)

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Then I cut my hair.

*when I went to Melaka like this, the people thought I am just 13yrs old then ask count my ticket as children price, save up RM5*

Before my SPM, I want to cut my hair but I saw a post in fb wrote that will spoil the luck if cut hair before exam, so I tolerate my Tarzan's hair. I am getting so mad when I studied during those SPM day because of my SUPER MESSY HAIR.

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Next, I went to Melaka but those photos is in my cam but my USB is lost and I am going to buy a memory card adapter soon and upload photo. =)

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My cousin came my house few days ago, we went Sunway Lagoon.

not much to say about this, is a happy but so tired day.

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Then I went to listen undang undang, OMGFMLHH!! It was SUPER ~~INTERSETING~~ BORING !! ='(

I slept there then woke up and had my lunch with my 2 new friends, I named Jennifer and another is Peggy.

Jennifer look like "guai lou" she is so tall, and pretty. She speak English with a "guai lou" tones.

Peggy is so friendly and polite. She just stay near me and we are under same driving company.

oh ya, but the second lecturer is so HUMOR!

he said:" no need drive until the roda on the yellow yellow box, just 50% is enough. Then you can pass, see! like that also can, you say M'sia boleh or not ?!"

and, he also said:" Others country need almost 80 or90 or 100 hours to practise driving but we just need 8 HOURS, so many country not admit our lessen. 8hrs already can, you say M'sia boleh or not?"

he is so funny and he showed us a lot of funny cartoon, of course about driving.

I will updates tomorrow for review my 2010 ='(

p/s: my photos without edit & is blur, I know i know...because I always let my hp fell down

Because I respect myself

2010-12-27T16:34:00.000+08:00

Today happened something really bad. I know a boy in msn and he ask me to go out many times, I refuse or I say I see first. Actually I don't like to go out with people that I not really know them,specially BOYS !
He asking me go out but I told him I am sick.
then he called my babe, wth ! only my best friends, my lover, my family or someone really close to me can call me like this. So I ask him, babe? he said, the way call someone. I told him I am not babe. He said is nothing to called someone babe, he called everyone like this and only me refuse. So, I can imagine how simply is those girls you know. Then, I told him because I am not others people, I am myself, so respect me. Then he said, I should respect the way he talk. BULL SHIT ! still want say me not enough open.
You should respect me because you are a boy
You should respect me because I am a girl
You should respect me because YOU DOESN'T HAS THE QUALIFICATION TO CALL ME BABE !
You should respect me because you are talking with me
You should respect me because YOU SHOULD !
and I respect you by telling you nicely, but you think I AM SIMPLY AND CHEAP ! so sorry, boy!
I respect myself as a girl, I don't let you call me BABE is because I am not that simply. BABE to you and those people around is nothing but to me is a serious thing. YOU ARE NOT SO CLOSE TO ME AND YOU CALLED ME BABE MAKE ME WANNA VOMIT !!! I know you went clubbing always, so I think you also cheap ass! Never mind, I forgive you.
You are not gentlemen than my school's little boys.

whatever !

2010-12-26T15:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BOXING DAY !
I got a christmas present from the sun, I got sick because I am walking around under the sun from 9am to 5pm, when I got in to car, the car is more HOT than the weather ! and now, I sick. ='(
I went MELAKA yesterday and I ate...err...20++ ball rice !! sedaaapnya! *post it up next time when I am not lazy*
my 2010 gonna end very soon. This year is really great to me, although it is a SPM year but I still have lots of fun with my pretty and awesome girls.
2010,2010, hmm, is 2010 and what I had done in those days?
better improve myself.
时间不能倒流，我只能往前走，不知道会遇见什么又失去什么。可是时间没有让我选择，我只好服从但我绝对不认命，我知道凭我的力量我可以做到更好更好的东西。让彼此走着瞧吧~胜利不是谁拥有得多而是谁能在现实，复杂的世界撑到最后。

I will blog after I get my adapter.
*my sister is using laptop playing online game and she keep shouting, scare me la,ji dan gao !!!!*

err...

2010-12-22T21:30:00.001+08:00

I make myself lost in my blog for 96184628164021749127 years.

my modem and SPM fault !

err, everyone know that I FINALLY SAY BYE TO MY SPM.

and, I can say bye to a lots of BAHASA MELAYU !! I don't know what is it, I hate it so much!

I don't even know very easy word in melayu, if one M then why only ME, SHE, HE have to learn BM and why not YOU, YOU,YOU AND YOU learn chinese?? Okay...can't talk too much about it, later police pick me to police station...

how is me recently?I also don't know but I think not bad not bad...happy until fly up to the sky and don't know to fly down already, no why. Happy is no reason for it, but cry must have a very serious problem only can cry, don't be a baby !

oh ya, shadao, my dog went to hospital for 9 days because he happened something OMG in his body

but now everything is OKAY and he is still cute ! <3

heart you!

I got a lot of photos hvnt upload, I AM LAZY la~！

we changed

2010-11-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

或许早已经不一样了，不应该心疼难过。一只手掌拍不响，就顺其自然吧

像ah yuki 说的：“我跟誰變得親密,誰逐漸離我遠去”

改变我们的不是彼此，是时间。

SHE ----Selina

2010-10-26T16:20:00.001+08:00

I am first time so crazy with my idol.

女子天团---SHE ! this name sound so * WOW!!!!*

The lyric of Hebe and Ella sang for her---《公主Selina》

會痛嗎，那一下下我的心都碎啦，你豆大的淚珠不停的落下，你卻沒有忘了堅強。

心疼嗎，愛你的人心當然會疼啊，公主selina，你受了點傷，你還是我的公主呀。

selina輕輕甩著長頭髮，飄來一陣陣的香，我注定屬於她！

selina粉紅色來形容她，驕豔玫瑰也只為她芬芳！

永远守护在公主的身旁~

Honestly, I am really crazy right now.

I am so sad, so down, so heart pain that Selina face the cruel fact

Everyone love her as a princess, and I think she is a nice girl..but why good human always have bad treat ?

Is luck or unfair?

i almost cry when I watch the video that Hebe and Ella sang song for Selina, and at the last, Ella shout:" lao po, jia you !"

To watch video, click me !

Omg, Omg, Omg !!!

God, bless her.

好奇

2010-10-25T15:14:00.000+08:00

一些观察到的事情，我真的不明白

我不明白为什么可以把事情弄得那么复杂？

我看到珍的x写的东西，我真的觉得很莫名其妙咯

明明就分手了，还要讲什么还是输了

是你不懂事还是我太成熟啊？

我真的不明白这样做的用意在那里。我对着电脑发呆很久很久，我在想很久很久

我真的很好奇，我有一种冲动想去问她这是什么样的心态

是你太放不下，看不开，太记得仇恨了吧？

那相爱的时候呢？

我真的很好奇咧~

还有

我不明白为什么有些人明明就不是很有料去炫耀，可是就讲到自己好像很出名，很多人喜欢这样咯。可是，事实上很多人在她背后讲很多他的衰东西的咯~

很好笑咧~和小丑没有差咯，可是自己又不懂

又一直学那些出名的blogger，你又种的话，又何必拿别人的种当自己的种咧？

*拜托，不要对号入座*

我发觉我对身边的人的心态越来越好奇了

我不知道为什么大家可以把一件不怎么样的事情弄到很复杂。

如果你知道，告诉我，为什么？

2010 school life

2010-10-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

After SPM trial is just like finished SPM

whole class in a super fun mood !!

everyone play, sleep, est, chat...

repeat and repeat =D

I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL'S LIFE !!

but we gonna seperate, right?

We play hide & seek in the class.

Chasing in the class and the whole block, from my class,8th floor to 7th floor,6th floor....is a very tired game but really happy. haha! I know we are childish enough.

But important is MIND ARE MATURE !

sometime, in something, be childish is good because will let us feel happy MAX !

child always happy because they are simple, so be a mature but childish one.

BUT, don't be childish like, talking without brain...okay? this will make lots of people hate you MAX!

Take photos and take it out after we seperate, every moment will be treasurer.

I love my friend SUPER !

They are really cute and awesome. =)

Always let me cheat, let me scare them and a lot a lot...

They always say：“ 林佩莹，你很无聊。”

or 你很幼稚咧 or 不要骗啦，明明就是你。

hahaaha! this will be our memories...but what I really want to say is

人生，何必那么认真？该无聊的时候，让大家脸上有笑容，那又有什么不好呢？

We ate sardin in the class, and everyone think that we are WEIRDO !

but really nice. Tung keep on saying some disgusting things, make me wanna vomit.

I will always remember this, because is my first time. LMK, you taught me to eat like that. =D

As I am still treat you as my friend, I really wanna tell you.

You really have to change your talking way, your attitude. Honestly, not only me, tung, lmk, waner saying you is not having a good attitude. IS LOTS OF PEOPLE told me. College life is really different compare to high school, everything not so simple. Maybe you have friends accompany you to college, but who will accompany you the whole life? I really worry you. But, really up to you, you will know more truth in your future.

Your life is really non of my business, so why I want angry at you? just because I really care.

Honestly, I got a lot of things want to know but I can't get an answer.

hmm, just let it be.

每一件事情，每一个人都会得到应有的报应。不管你是不是在背后加盐加醋，我真的不想知道，也不介意。就算你是，我也不会耿耿于怀了。因为每一件事情，都会有一个定律。你没有报应，绝对不是你没错，只是你的报应还没到。我镇得很相信这个东西。人，可以不公平。但是，天，绝对公平！

You really hurt her much, and you make me feeling heart pain because she cried in front of me so hard. She is really sad. ='(

Don't care how much sadness appear.

I always remember that "problems will solved, sadness will gone."

So, smile ! =)

I am back

2010-10-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

I am back !!!

I means my modem is back... =)

I can online now..

err, lots of things happened recently...

I am super down in school today, but super happy now!!

whenever I hear you, I see you, I can't stop to smile =)

To my waner:

CHEER UP!! I really can't do anything for you...

just ask you be tough!

I know you not really sad now..

but I understand still need time to cure and use to this life...

KAYAO !!

To my yuzhen:

I really hope you had make a correct decision..

no mistake, no regret

of course, I also hope you are happy..

I always tell myself do what you want to, do what you feel is right...

everyone have a chance to choose own life. No one can block others way.

When you really sad, tell yourself to cheer up because your life is short and you have to

MAKE YOUR LIFE GREAT !

I am really cherish this few weeks, after these few weeks, those friend who not stay for senior 3 will leave high school soon...no more time for us to chat, no more time for us to laugh in class, joking, playing and bla bla bla...

I cherish you like you are the only one in this world, we are so peaceful since we've been together. We believe each other, we use to have each other, we love each other.

You are really great ! At the very first, I try to make a distance between us just to understand what kind of person are you, and now I know. I promise what I promise... I'll be brave when we are facing problem, I will worry and nervous but I know, I'll always have you around me. I remember every words you told me, is normal but sweet. You are cute and awesome!

*God, bless us*

Simple update

2010-10-14T14:20:00.000+08:00

my modem is still...haiz...don't talk about my sad thing...
err, tung absent and I miss her lots!

recently, happened lots of things and everything is HAPPY ! =D
but a very very small little sad case, nvm, let her misunderstand me, because I know
she never know what I am thinking...no need explain because I AM NOT WRONG !
you will understand what I say now in future, after your high school's life... =)
hope god bless you.
just let us be nature, don't talk if nothing to talk...

my deary bday and we went celebrate, I know we are happy !
lots of photos taken but can't upload...
nvm, upload when I am really back...
ILYIMY!

Update

2010-09-30T14:10:00.000+08:00

I nevr online for almost a month !!
my blog have lots of spider spaming, hmm...
My modem is out of service, because the thunder hit it. Stupid thing!
err, today Economy paper is very trouble, I felt want to cry but, I never want to show the tears to other and listen they say..."don't cry don't cry" is such a baby action !
I can do nothing for changing my economy, only accept and work harder...
for aim SPM 5A, 1 iphone4 and nintendo, and ah gor's JOGOYA !!!
err...THANK YOU my ah gor---gen khor for the Hebe's album la~ Singapore's edition...=)
You are really sweet !

Next, over 2 month, I know we will be better and better...God bless us, everyone blessing us !
hold on and goes on~ KAYAO !! but I know someone hoping us getting worst, haha! god will punish you soon!

err, still how many days to reach SPM? I am really gan jeong for that !!
beside that, I also planing a lot of things after SPM, feel like come out from the jail...
I worry my Sr3'f life. LPY, is hard, but be tough ! =)

CHEER UP !!
today is a bad day but my smile makes it become a GREAT day !

Update update

2010-09-11T14:59:00.001+08:00

I am a very lazy girl, I know I know...as Velaine leave the comment in my cbox, my blog is "FAT MOU" !!
I got a lot to blog about, but now I already forgot what to blog....

I am having a busy high school life, because SPM TRIAL is coming soon on 20th Sept 2010.
I am not studying at all, just because I don't have STUDY MOOD.

4th Sept 2010, I took part in a dance competition.


Practice before rehearsal

Preparing....

DONE!

xwei, me, juang and newiep aka The Ladies

The pretty xwei aka besties

The juang and me !

Newiep


Having our dinner , xwei's maggie got the smell of plastic, I ate, I vomit it out !! euk !

Estine

Nadiah

Florance aka forest. She like to show her body to us !! omg!! ==


us

and we perform

and we won !! KC HZ5 *secret*

Thank you for helping, accompany...hahaha, my ah 4 !! =)

a day is actually hard for me, I should smile and not cry.

hmm, I should study, but haiz...

KAYAO, GOOD LUCK LPY !!

IMY

31 August 2010

2010-08-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

31 August 2010

is a very special day for you and me, if you are a Malaysian.

NOT only a day for holiday and it is BIRTHDAY OF MALAYSIA!!

I born in this pretty country, I grow up with lots of culture, foods and I learnt how to respect others culture.

I LOVE THIS PEACE MALAYSIA with many different races.

NO ARGUE, NO FIGHTING with each other.

Maybe sometime having some problem like

*headmistress asking Chinese's student back to China*

*Huang ming zhi's song problem*

Maybe having some racist but I know it is few and little.

As our government carry out "ONE MALAYSIA"

so why not we follow?

of course Malaysia only have one in this Earth,ohh..don't say this lame thing.

I am saying let every races become ONE in Malaysia.

Respect each other more, understand each other more....etc..

we are having so many culture and is really a very great things...

If not, you don't have roti canai, nasi lemak, char kuey tiao, laksa....etc...

CHERISH THIS GROUND that WITHOUT

earthquake, volcano eruption or any natural disaster...

Thank god that I am in Malaysia.

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR PRETTY COUNTRY---MALAYSIA !

I HEART YOU ! rawr !!

Follow me

2010-08-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

NOT UPDATING RECENTLY, BECAUSE I AM FARKING LAZY !!

today is HZ5's farewell party ='(

FOLLOW MY TWITTER because THAT IS MY LITTLE BLOGGING.

大人vs 年轻人

2010-08-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

大人永远不能够明白我们在想什么
他们总是要我们了解他们，告诉我们有多辛苦，多为我们。
但是他们从来学不会将心比心，也了解我们在想什么

大人常常说要走进我们的世界
但是他们不知道年龄的真理，年龄差太远，
是会产生所谓的“代沟”

大人常常告诉我们世界上没有绝对的事情
但是，他们却总是要我们同意他们就是对的

大人常常告诉我们要好好掌握和规划自己的人生
但是，他们却总爱帮我们选择所有的一切。

大人常常要我们懂得珍惜，
但是当你被发现你有多珍惜你身边的爱人时，
他们会好像恐龙一样对着你大发雷霆

大人常常说我们很会给脸色他们看
其实，还不是从他们的身上学来的
他们发着脾气对我们骂：“不要对我发脾气！”

大人常常觉得我们有自己的想法
就是叛逆！
但是大人却常常对我们的事情说自己的想法

大人永远觉得我们认为的事情一定是错的
可是却常常认为自己是对的

大人常常说大人的事情，你们不要多管闲事
但是为什么我们的事情就一定要都告诉你们？

大人常常保留隐私权，却忘了我们也有自己的隐私
当你越保密，他们越想揭开。
却又常常对着娱乐版骂那些狗仔，没有尊重人权。
那你没有尊重我，我要以AKTA PERLINDUNGAN HAK KANAK-KANAK 1991,pindaan 2001
起诉你！

大人常说我们不都独立
大人们啊~你都不让我学习自己处理自己，不给我自由
什么都得通过你。我怎么学习独立？

太多说不完的话，我知道也明白什么是你们所谓的关心
但是
请将心比心，这个世界或许不公平，但最至少是平等的。

love my bii

2010-08-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

我知道过去了
不要计较了
可是心里还是会揪着
没关系我只需要时间

才刚说完再见，就想念你了。

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - Yuna Ito (Cover from Aerosmith)

2010-08-14T19:26:00.001+08:00

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - Yuna Ito

nice song, nice voice...

try to listen it

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
Yeah, I don't wanna miss a thing

HEBE 田馥甄 LOVE! MV 完整版

2010-08-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hebe's new personal album << To Hebe>>

call her 田馥甄 but Hebe when she is with her hou ji mui aka Ella and Selina...

I want to buy her album very soon.

Mummy, buy for me.......please.....1 time only.....okay?

My little perfect world

2010-08-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

I never buy a book since 846981640147 years.

That day, err...Sunday, I walked in Popular bookshop and I saw this book! I want it so much

and I not dare to ask mummy could I buy it because it cost RM40, is expensive to me to buy a book with this price, but I really want it so much.

The title make me want to buy.

some more, is by JI MI !!

This book sounds interesting TO ME !

I used a very short time to finished it.

I like what it wrote inside...

like...

完美的斗鸡眼连在一起

我喜欢装可爱

小孩天生就可爱，装了可爱就更可爱

可是有些大人很可怕，他们装可爱！

他们穿粉红色的衣服，戴小花蝴蝶结。

用卡通图案的背包，抢小孩的玩具。

学小孩子的腔调，说幼稚的话......

亲爱的大人，请不要不自量力！

这是完美的男朋友

任何完美的男朋友，

在爸爸的眼中都不够完美。

他不够帅，不够聪明，不够强壮，不够幽默，不够有礼貌，不够守规矩......

当完美的男朋友真倒霉。

完美的隐私是永远的秘密

亲爱的爸爸妈妈：

你们不可以偷听我的电话，

不可以偷看我的日记，

不可以检查我的简讯，

不可以去问我的同学我在学校的表现，

不可以问我，为什么在厕所待那么久。

进我的房间请先敲门，

请学习做有礼貌的父母。

为什么小孩争取隐私权是这么艰难的事？

完美的孝道不能伤害自己

妈妈，不是我不孝顺，

但二十四孝的故事实在太滑稽了。

那些事情如果发生在现在，

一定变成二十四笑。

不要害怕完美，因为你永远达不到。

blog with loves, ying

KARYN WHITE - SUPERWOMAN

2010-08-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

I am totally so addicted with this song...

Idk how long time ago this song is appear in this human world, and now I only know it.

Really meaningful !

This girl needs more than occasional hugs

Treat your lover like gold.

Never leave your bf/ gf alone to face problem, when they nag you like your mum, like my dad...

listen it, because she or he really worry and care about you.

I wish,

everyone get own happiness

I RAWR YOU !!

blog with tons of loves

I am sad

2010-08-07T14:35:00.001+08:00

I want to say, if I never care, I never cry, I never blog it, I never do anything.

idk what to do right now, I am trying so hard so hard..

try to be better than good, but I failed to.

I am not a good daughter, I am not a good lover, I am not a good friend, I am not a good student, I am not a good sister, I am not a good leader.

I am so perfect in being imperfect

I am so sorry.

just a update

2010-08-06T22:46:00.001+08:00

有些人，就是需要我的施舍。

说真的，我没有不爽，我只是觉得我真的太天真以为我需要帮助你

你真的好可悲

最近，发生好多事情

也许是因为过了17岁，长大了，所以事情越来越多

不能埋怨，因为这就是生活

很痛苦吗？很累吗？其实也还好

往往都有许多人在身边说说笑话，让自己笑笑

日子过得越来越快

自己却好像越来越压力，说实在，我真的开始快喘不过气了

我最喜欢是和朋友带在一起和爱人聊聊天，听她过得很好，我也就可以开心很久

我想念，真的想念。

我其实很害怕，没有人晓得

不知道什么时候，开始懂得隐藏自己的情绪，我不是刻意，而是我知道

长大了就应该控制好自己的情绪，没有人喜欢看你的脸色

也不晓得什么时候开始不把自己的问题告诉别人，因为我选择自己解决

我坚持相信自己，解决问题可以让自己长大。

没有太多的不快乐

最近，越来越懒散，不要问我为什么，只要拯救我。

求求你，告诉我一个解决方法

距离预试，剩下的时间真的太短了。

林佩莹，你醒醒吧！

我没有在针对什么人

我只是觉得不要因为有理由而找借口

现在，在这个时期，在team work 里或者在一个职务上

你失职，你做错事，你态度不好或许只是被别人说说一两句，我知道，一定很难受

因为我何尝不是这样？

可是当你出到社会，没有人愿意听你有什么理由，

就算你有一个让人非常怜悯你，一个非常恰当的理由

也不会有人愿意接受

因为，那是你的责任

学校就是一个小小的社会，在学校里你学习的就是社会缩小的问题

还有，我非常认同前任班主任说的一句话

当你做错事清的时候，你凭什么资格流眼泪？

你只会让人更反感

不是不能哭，而是不要再做错事清的时候哭

因为你会让别人觉得你需要同情

你知道当你是一个活生生的人，一个无缺陷的人，一个可以靠自己生活的人

努力换取别人的同情是一件多可悲的事情吗？

谢谢发生这样的事情，提醒了我

很快的，读完明年的高三，在念几年的大学或学院就要踏出社会了

应该好好反省自己了

社会，很现实，没有人会当你是个温室的小花

但是，世界还是色彩的。

Happy 17th Birthday to ME !!

2010-08-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

I want to say

THANK YOU TO MY FRIENDS !!

you girls are really awesome.

I never know when I turn my face back and will have a cake with the sweet voice singing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I am really happy and touch.

Thank you daddy mummy celebrate my birthday.

I am really lazy to blog...even lazy to snap my present...

I AM TOTALLY NO MOOD TO BLOG !

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A important day, important thing

2010-07-26T20:09:00.000+08:00

2010 July 26th, 5.28pm

Danny温力铭新歌MV - FRIENDS FOREVER排排坐

2010-07-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

Danny温力铭新歌MV - FRIENDS FOREVER排排坐

Everyone have at least a friend

I got a lot of friends but the most understand me just 2 or 3

Sometime you will ask, why they don't understand me.

At this point, ask yourself, do you really understand yourself or you understand them?

so, why must everyone understand you?

真心知己，一两个就够了

这首歌要送给所有陪我疯狂的好朋友

多感谢生命中多出了你们

要不是你们陪着我长大，帮我分担，陪我哭，陪我笑，陪我疯狂

那我一定少了一份快乐。

谢谢你们的真心，我爱你们

多珍惜身边的朋友

朋友是一起分享幸福快乐，一起分担痛苦悲伤和困难

不是盲目的讲义气

在错的时候提醒她，而不是盲目的支持她

帮她，不是什么都得帮，是帮对她有益的

朋友，不是让你大呼小叫，帮你做这个做那个

朋友，不是挂在嘴边而是放在心上

好好珍惜身边的朋友，

如果你找到了真心懂你的朋友，就更应该好好珍惜

Blog Update

2010-07-25T00:22:00.004+08:00

Look at this girl, she is cute enough !!!

omg, I love her so much...

she always forget my name

ying:" hey, why you did not call me?"

she:" hello, pei wen yi yi..."

ying:" I am not pwen..." ='(

she:" pei xin?"

ying:" no no..." =''(

she:" I go play first, then I can remember your name"

ying:" Okay, you go"

Then she go ask her mum what is my name then she ran in and shouted:" pei ying yi yi !!"

haha, she repeat it for don't know how many time...

my name is so yong sui to remember??

Next, BBQ PARTY !!

I am not really want to go at the first, and it doesn't really crazy and happy as I imagine..

a little disappointed

ah lian aka ellen came my house and we went to xue ting's house together

Reach there, start helping to prepare...

B for BARBECUE !!

S for STEAMBOAT !!

I ate 4th chicken wings and still can't full

Tung, hug me like this, so blushing

More funny jumping photos in fb, click here

End of the day, Ellen follow me home and sleep in my house.

Today, go TS.

Thank you, tung, ellen and my dearest... I am really surprise and happy

I never know it will happen like that, heart you !

When I saw her, I really very want to cry out but I told myself, if you cry here, everyone will think that you are really silly girl, don't cry and keep your tears.

I not dare to look at her until I can control my tears.

When I back home, I read the card the bday present, omg !!

how sweet she is, is touch , very very touch...

you girls are really sweet and I love all of you.

You gave me a really BIG SURPRISE !!

Tung, this time you win jor~

Thank you thank you, I don't know what to say beside thank you

I really worry you at the very first, I keep thinking, omg !! how how how??

When you said:" xb came."

I actually wanna answered you, just ask her to sit down. I never want to turn over my head because I am concentrate with my FOOD

But don't know why I turn and I am finding xb...and I though she is a waiter. I want to tell her I never order or ask you come here, but when I look at her, I am thinking....omg!! why this human look like my bii??

hahaha, really LMAO !

You are sweet, my tung.

and

Never afraid what happen, because I am here for you just like you always here for me. =)

the one who sleep on my bed yesterday night,

Thank you so much and you improve your acting technique so much.

can bluff me without making me mistrust

you are also sweet girl.

I can't imagine you can tell lies in front of me so nature.

Go Hollywood !

I know you will never read my blog and maybe you don't know my blog.

hmm, but still wanna write.

I really miss you so much, and I am so sad when you told me you have to attend activity.

but I don't hope you will escape it because of me.

I feel I will meet you today but I tell myself not to put any hope and do not think too much

so, when I saw you, I just like flying up to the sky.

I can't describe how happy I am, my tears wanna drop and I want hug you tight...

But I am still so rational.

Thank you for the card, for the present.

aww, you are another sweet one.

p/s I love you.

The Japanese student come my school and my classmate take care them and they gift us.

arigato =)

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The 190th post

2010-07-18T12:40:00.001+08:00

The 190th post

哎呀，我们好像有距离了，我们虽然生存在同一个环境却是在不同的空间

接触的是不一样的人，你懂的，我未必知道

以前，现在，不一样

你懂，我懂

代沟？

以前，不会

现在呢？

大家开始拥有不一样的生活

朋友，要有一样的生活才能维持下去？

我开始怀疑这个世界有没有一辈子的朋友

或许，真的没有

有时候看着你的背影，你的欢笑我却融入不进我是真的很伤心了

我开始越来越不懂你，更不懂自己

融入不进你和我不一样的生活

你隐藏的，很多。

我知道你不是刻意，只是你是个不懂怎么表达的人

看到这篇东西

问问你的心里

在你心里，我还是不是你口中的好姐妹

我们从姐妹变成了朋友

我们或许就只是好朋友

是我想多了，还是感觉得到太多了？

我没有不开心，没有要掉眼泪，没有责怪你

我明白，我们都会改变

因为我们处在不一样的空间

我总是很自然很容易很喜欢和你分享我的生活

但是，友情，不是一方面的

一个手掌拍不响

我不想你变成她

我不知道要怎么告诉你，算了

如果有缘分，我们就可以维持很久

不知不觉，你被她代替了

她变成了你

不要怪她，不要怪我

因为，问问你自己，我在你心里，也被代替了。 =)

我学习微笑面对。

关于你，我都不会再为你写部落格

不会为你失望，不会为你不快乐了

但是，我却还得伪装

这是你教懂我的你还记得吗？

带着面具的你，没有改变过

只是我不曾真的去了解你

我曾经用心经营我们的友谊，我珍惜

你呢？

我们是只是朋友

不要试着懂我的东西，因为我是不会让你懂我的

就好像你不曾让我走进你的世界

我却傻傻的让你进入了我的世界，受伤的是我

你的态度，你的一举一动，我是失望

现在，没有了，因为你已经不重要了

还有，记得，不要在别人身上想夺走些什么

有时候，不是一定要胜利的

我的日子，多了一个她，很好的她。

我的生活有一个我珍惜的她，懂得和我分享的她

她和她，变得很重要

我发觉自己很轻易就能说出心里话

我都好像没有秘密。

处处隐藏，不累吗？

若要人不知，除非己莫为。

*那天你紧张的样子，出卖了你*

说实在的，我真的没有不快乐，因为我长大了，我知道，我明白这个世界了

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ART

2010-07-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today during art lesson, everyone sit on own place and listen to teacher. The point is, everyone turn on SILENT MODE. Last time, everyone noisy like874035987358 years never talk with each other and walking here walking there.

Teacher ask us to look at our hand and draw it out, BUT can't look at the paper so we have to turn to other side and JUST look at our hand.
Another one is look behind and draw whatever behind you without looking at your paper...
and this is what I draw, LMAO ! my hand is so cacat..
I try to draw broom and dustbin.
WTH I am drawing ?! laugh die me when I look at my drawing...

For my SPECIAL BBF---TUNG !

Tung, I wish that I could help you in your trouble, but I seem like can't do anything.

But you can rely on me whenever you need, you can tell me your worries whenever you need someone listen to you, you can phone me whenever you can't sleep, you can tell me secrets whenever you feel wanna say out and I promise I WILL NEVER TELL OUT.

Tung, I am sad when I hear you told me so a lot of things.

anyway, any things, any time I will right here beside you, support you.

FIGHT TILL THE END !

Quick Update

2010-07-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

So seldom I am in a blogging mood.

Thank you for the one who love me and care me much more than I can describe.
Today morning, 5.00am I woke her up as the time she want me to woke her up, then she sleep back and I woke her up AGAIN ! you are just like a pig..
so, woke up so early of course got something to do. Wanna plant small wheat grass, because got timing to plant that small little thingy. The motive to plant is because I keep on coughing so plant and make it become water and let me drink. omg, how touch it is.
Okay, you know I know you are good.
Do everything without want my repay
Dote on me without care I cherish or not
Understanding me always
Considerate me from your true heart
So, I always ask myself what I can give you, I know there is nothing. But you never care about how much I can give you back.
Thank you for thousand, million and billion time..
I cherish you as you cherish me.
I wanna give you a big big hug and say a very loud THANK YOU to you !!
感激遇到你

maybe I really can't give you anything at this moment, but I give you love from my true heart.

blog with loves,ying

Finished exam

2010-07-09T16:18:00.001+08:00

WHAT IS EXAM ?

Study !

Sleep till 10am

Tv is must

Unlimited sms

Dump the books

Yahoo chat

Finished exam, but I am really not very happy. Because I know I am doing worst this time, I try so hard, but I think I failed to get a high mark or even a RESULT.
By the way, I am so sorry to my dear xwei, again I put her aeroplane. I AM SO SORRY
Another thing, ah tung know.

I hope everything will last long between me and you, because I know I will not willing to let you go.
Love deep deep.
Thank you for what you did, what you try to make me laugh or paste a smile on my face everyday.
I don't know how long will last, I don't know correct or wrong but what I want is only love you.
Please don't block the way I try to give my love =)

Exam week

2010-07-03T12:45:00.002+08:00

It is EXAM WEEK !!

Not much to say, finished 3 papers and still got 7 papers to go.

Ellen coming my house for maybe 3 days, for teaching me Math and PA aka Account in Malay.

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Q n A

2010-06-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

Q: will I crossed your mind ?
A: NO
Q: do you like me?
A: NO
Q: do you want me?
A:NO
Q: would you cry if I left ?
A:NO
Q: will you live for me
A:NO
Q: do you willing to do anything for me?
A:NO
Q: you choose your life or me?
A: my life

The reason you never crossed my mind because you are always on my mind
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you
The reason I don't want you is because I need you
The reason why I wouldn't cry if you left because I'll die if you left
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you
The reason I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you
The reason I choose my life is because you are my life

God bless her

2010-06-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

Grandpopo went in hospital today morning AGAIN ! ='(

In the early morning, my aunt shake her and she never wake up or even answer.

So call the ambulance, and she went in hospital.

My mum and dad went hospital to have a look, tomorrow I am going.

The doctor said that her brain don't know what happen, is like fell down and knock the head but never go for a check. So I always say never leave you blue black like never mind, small matter . You never know how big problem it will be in your future.

When I am still a baby, my grandma take care me until I am now 17 years old.

Sometime I am talking impatient, talk so loud, shout at her, say how bad is her, but I love her.

Sometime, she love to say other relative's bad words in front of me and I really hate to listen.

No why, just because I am young.

I ignore what she say, I ignore her loves.

I KNOW I AM BAD, SLAP ME !

From last year start, I try to be patient when she talk to me.

Never care how bad she is, I know she love me.

Everyone told me, she love me most, and I said NO, SHE IS NOT !

but I do really feeling warm.

I still can remember the moment she wait me back home when I am in kindergarten.

I remember she cook for me, I remember she nag me, I remember she always ask me to drink more water.

She is not the perfect grandma in the world or even not the best in her son and daughter and grandchildren heart, she is so difficult to communicate when she became older.

BUT, I KNOW,

what she did just want some care and attention from US !

I think something bad right now, if she do really leave me, leave this world, I think I can't accept it.

Everything came so suddenly.

My grandma is so healthy before she leave my house to my uncle's house.

婆婆

我知道你一定不会看到我写着一篇东西

但是，我相信你一定知道我的心意

除了谢谢，就是对不起

我知道我真的很不好，我不孝顺，我顶嘴

我忽略你对我的爱

我从来没有想过你会什么时候离我

惯性宠爱

你太疼我了，不是吗？

从小到大，你好像爸爸妈妈一样，在我身边

小时候，帮我洗澡，陪我玩，哄我入睡

你常常唱着那首歌我还记得，小小姑娘，清早起床，背着花篮上市场........

到我大一些，上了幼稚园，你就会煮饭然后在楼下等我放学

有时候，想起你有时的不好，不知道为什么讨厌不了你

我没有埋怨过，没有讨厌过你是我的婆婆

有时候，你让家里吵吵闹闹，好像在演戏这样

说真的，我真的不喜欢

但是，我知道，你一定有你的原因

我知道，你需要的就只不过是很多人疼，可是你用错了方法

结果大家都不喜欢你。

爸爸妈妈时常说，你真的很疼我

我知道，我知道

我也很疼你

那天去医院看你，你跟我说很多，我听很多

我突然很想陪你聊聊，就算听你说说谁谁谁的是非我也愿意

感觉我们越来越远，你还是很疼我，我知道

可是你的疼爱却换来我的理所当然

我突然很讨厌自己，我怎么那么坏？

惩罚我吧，讨厌我吧！

那天去看你的时候，爸爸妈妈说什么我们在聊秘密

我真的很不喜欢他们这样说话

听下去很刺耳，很讽刺

说实在，我很怕，你知道吗？

我怕你就突然这样走了

我怕我有太多的来不及

我怕我会有遗憾，又后悔

他们都说，算了，你老了

你真的老了，我怎么现在才发现？

我一直以为你会很健康，因为你真的很强，身体检查都比妈妈好

是我忽略了

我时常提醒自己一定要好好报答爸爸妈妈，可是我却忽略了你给过我的照顾

谢谢你，对不起，我爱你

如果我有太多的来不及，原谅我。

我心存感激。

我真的感谢您！

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Say our goodbye

2010-06-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

My counselling teacher is gonna stop working in KC, so today is the last lesson we spend together with each other. I do really dislike this teacher in the very first we met, I am thinking " OMG ! why I got a so bad counselling teacher ??" but not she is better.
天下没有不散之宴席

we say our goodbye.

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Outing

2010-06-23T20:04:00.001+08:00

Sunday aka Papa's day

June 23th 2010

Went Mid valley with mummy and sister for the movie

TOY STORY

is a good movie to me, maybe you can watch it too!

is touch in the end and my tears drop naturally.

I know nobody watch cartoon till cry, but....err...tung said me perceptual.

So, before we watched movie, my sister went to have a hair cut because her hair is really messy

After hair cut .

We went to ate in Sweet Chat, is expensive and not really nice but still can eat.

Taking photo with my cute but irritated sister

We finished our food and went to the cinema

When I went out from the cinema and walked about 100 steps and I saw them !!

I am so excited, don't know what happen to me. Suddenly like them

After watching movie, my sister felt hungry AGAIN ! OMG !

but before we got some food, we went to MPH and take some photo and bought UNO card for my sister

Went MPH for buying a card with RM8.90 for daddy, so expensive. But what daddy gave me in this 16 and a half year, is much more than my RM8.90. So is okay. =)

Then, we went to Auntie for some food.

I dislike this, because is not tasty enough, I prefer Saint Cinnamon.

After that, went window shopping and sat in The Garden to wait my daddy came to had dinner.

In The Garden, me and my sister were so impatient and we took out the UNO card and played.

I got more photos, but I am really lazy to upload, maybe upload in FB when I am hardworking.

我变了碰到你什么都算了

只要你在我身边唱歌

全世界都笑了

P.S. I LOVE YOU

95 aka 170

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Today is Saturday

2010-06-19T13:58:00.002+08:00

Nenek saya di hospital. ='(

Seriously, I miss her since I did not meet her for almost 3 month

When she was in my house and I just very dislike her because she keep on saying others bad word,and some nonsense. Every time she try to talk with me with some no point's topic and I just like so so...

Old man always said:" 不管多坏，还是亲人。”

So, I think I am still a good girl.

一个可以没有她在你身边的人，她不在不会对你有多大的影响。但是如果她不在你就会发觉好像少了什么。

hmmm, not much to say right now.

You don't know my feeling, don't know everything, and I seem like had eaten your drug and addicted with you.

悸动 by 郭静

看你总是在以我的感受

而我曾以为就只是朋友

在一次你目光短暂的停留语气中却有些话没有说

我好像突然懂了那是什么体会有些事开始变不同

忽明忽暗

心在重播每个细节你每个动作

忽远忽近心刮起风

有个回应说这是爱没错

忽快忽慢

心跳悸动像是烟火绚烂照亮暧昧的天空

我悄悄放宽隐藏的感动

看你总是在以我的感受

而我曾以为就只是朋友

在一次你目光短暂的停留语气中却有些话没有说

我好像突然懂了那是什么原来有些事可以和以前不同

忽明忽暗

心在重播每个细节你每个动作

忽远忽近心刮起风

有个回应说这是爱没错

忽快忽慢

心跳悸动像是烟火绚烂照亮暧昧的天空

我悄悄放宽隐藏的感动

我不再抗拒你给的感动

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Birthday and hang out

2010-06-18T20:47:00.006+08:00

18/6/2010

Oh, do you know is a BIG DAY today ?!

I know is not much special to you and me, because it is my 9th years friend

Xiao Yan aka 颜玉珍's BIRTHDAY !

Happy 17th Birthday to you

A very deep and best wishes with my loves to you

Hope you having a great day

Is a mad and happy and unwilling day to me

Thank you Tung accompany me, and xhinwei too !

it is a

I am tired right now.

PS ILY

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CLIOD in Taylors

2010-06-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

I woke up in the early morning on 7 because I am joining the

CLIOD aka College Life In One Day in Taylors college

err...what to say about it ?

My mum fetch me to there and register take the bag and I call my dear TUNG

and because she missed call me for 3 times, so she thought that I haven't wake up from my dream and she was so nervous that I am not going and she gonna be alone. WON'T !

I love my tung and I won't let her alone...how sweet we are.

Then, we met up and walk around.

Go in the terminal 1, tung doesn't know how to pull up the table and she ask me:"oi, you know how?"

and I answered:" wei ar, act like you know la..."

then we laugh and...bla bla bla...

This photo I look like so sick !

After that we chit chat, taking photo, laughing, joking, acting sweet, playing the machine which we never play before

Listening 2 man but so girlish talking about Taylors, and lots about Accounting, Business...etc
At the last part, the TUNG sleep like nobody business, so dare she is.

More photos in FB !

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Happy kisses valentine's day

2010-06-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

At the very first, happy kisses valentine's day !

14/6/2010

Outing with the Stupid Gang

a very long time never hang out together, laugh and play

Having lunch in Papa Rich, don't know who suggest to come here, I never eat, because I just wanna vomit when I eat.

After that, we go RED BOX !

Oh no ! I really don't know how can xwei keep on shouting with her mic, I sing till my throat is

VERY PAIN !

I gave yuzhen a surprise, I tell her in FB that I won't go today, but when I appeared in front of her, she almost shout out, hug me and I know I am success to gave you a surprise !

haha, I know I always put you girls plane, but this time I did not

More photos in FB !

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我很复杂

2010-06-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

我不喜欢回答太多问题，我不喜欢听太多虚伪的赞美。
我很累，我不知道我到底在想什么，我不知道我到底想怎么样
不要问我我怎么了，我自己也不知道。
不要问我你是不是很难过，我没有，可是我哭了
不要问我为什么这样为什么那样，很多事情不是我解释你就能了解的

所有的人都对自己很好，我很感激我很珍惜

我很害怕我会失去你给的所有
面对你我总是很脆弱，所有事情所有情绪都不会加以修饰和掩饰
你真的对我太好了，你知道吗？

那些陌生人甲乙丙丁，没有话题聊了就麻烦你不要一直重复同样的句子，同样的问候，我真的很无奈。

我怀念以前的我，那个勇敢放手去爱的我
小时候，很好，有人哄着你入睡，你伤心有人买糖果哄你，你哭了所有人都围着你，抱着你。
你快乐所有人都因为你的笑容而快乐,你可以随便发脾气，要风得风，要雨得雨
长大以后，不会有人想看你的脸色，不会有人在乎你今天快不快乐，不会有人想你今天好不好。
小时候什么都很简单，长大了什么都不一样了
明明1+1 就是等于2，却常常有人问1+1=什么？是王，是田什么什么的
我有时很愚蠢很幼稚的在问自己“为什么我一定要长大？”
没有实际的答案，因为时间正在流逝
说实在的，我不想长大

唉，我不知道自己怎么了，我没有心情

2010-06-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

LMAO ! I really don't know what I had click and the total is so DAMN BIG NUMBER !
Okay, when you see calculator what you will think about ? Math ? no no no, is PA aka Prinsip Akaun
Back to school today again for PA class, 我接受不到咯！in Cantonese*
Today's class combine with Sr2C, already very long time never sit beside xwei and together having lesson. I miss those days we sit together and non stop chatting whole day.....Everything past...
LMAO, today talk with the tung's 319, she said me fat hao ! I am not la, I just coquettishly gorgeous like your Tung only....XD
and I talk with the boy or girl's LMK's bf, I ask him :" what are you doing ?" and he answered:" Oh, I am walking..." haha! I don't know why it is so funny to me, okok, laugh point is too low !
Then Tung, LMK, Elaine and Envoy back earlier because they are not as hardworking as me
After that I went back home and really spoiled my mood, just don't say it again

Today is not feeling well ***

P/S : I really never know what you think about me, but never treat me too good, I afraid I will hurt you and make you disappointed.

Back to school

2010-06-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

Back to school today for PA aka Prinsip Akaun, a farking difficult subject !
P.A ,P.A, I LOVE YOU. YOU LOVE ME BACK, OKAY ??
I keep on laughing and talking in the class, the main point is
I NEVER KNOW WTH I AM TALKING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I LAUGH
everyone talking a very weird way that I can't really understand
waner said ：“ 我没有做都会还好啦”
Don't know what the hell she was saying
and the tung suddenly turn to me and shout ：“我突然很想大笑”
then everyone laugh....
the Ellen, keep on saying wrong words
at the last, I just copied envoy's homework then waner said ：“哇！佩莹很够力，直接抄”
after 5 second....
I finish copied and she said ：“借我，我也要抄”
waner, you also gou li ma !!
haha, today such a one flow day although the weather make me so down...

2010-06-07T11:38:00.000+08:00

my dearly baby tung

我真的很担心你啦，而且现在又假期，我们没有一直见面，你越快乐我反而越担心，不知道为什么。可是我又不想你太难过，看到你的blog 我都快哭出来了，伤心到死还有那些歌，又吵又烦又伤心。彤，我不知道我现在可以怎么样，但是我只能说你还有我，还有那个很man 的waner 还有还有，不男不女的 LMK。快快回学校补课，我要快快看到你啊！感情犯了错，我会陪伴你度过。虽然你整天什么都不告诉我，可是我一直在等你有一天来告诉我啦~
我爱你多多啊！
you always make me laugh like a crazy girl and I also wish that I could make you happy all the time
I wish I can do anything for you but I can't
I hope that I am beside you when you are so down
Tung, we are bff !
Never forget our stupid dream, our space ship dream and lots
AND of course the 2 person, this way. Thank you !
I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH !

2010八独中

2010-06-07T10:45:00.002+08:00

Holiday start from today =)

Everyone's holiday start on Saturday but only me start on Monday because I take part in 8 private school sports day, something like that la, so I have to wake up early in the morning and go school for prepare

WTF ! I AM SO DAMN CRAZY TIRED LA !!!

whatever,at the first I do really hate the t-shirt that I had to pay RM12 to buy because it really look so ugly, but when wore up, wow ! it look like la la dui's girls wearing those t shirt...NOT BAD actually.

really so tired on this two days.

more photo in fb and newiep's cam !
not much to talk about, I become darker and darker. And really suffer to dance under a hot sunny day and a dirty floor. ='(

Recently

2010-06-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

Recently

How are you recently?
Enjoying my days although I felt down
Excited because holidays is coming
Nervous because EXAM coming too, it is my lover. I love exam
I dislike someone, I can't endure her so much.
Having lots of performance, tired but happy.
   Especially keep on putting on make up and remove it.
A dozen of homework everyday, never change !
I dislike the 千人操, so troublesome
So confusing the Math and Account, but still trying my best
Have to improve my Math and Account if not is hard to survive only if I study artistry, be a dancer.
Give myself   way choice.
Never let myself hit down by problem, because I am not a child and I already
You, never have the qualification to tell anyone you are 17 because you are babyish.

You, yes. I am saying you. Please la, you already 17 and don't like a baby always cry like a doll. Is so irritated, I know you want to say I want cry then cry. Is so childish, you know? If you still like this, I really can't imagine how you want to survive in college life. And the way you talk to other, the way you doing things please be mature, I am not forcing you to change. But you never change you will suffer in future. Not everyone have to care for your mood,care for your feel, look after you like a princess, accommodate you like a child, nobody have to look at your facial expression to do things, you are not the sun and not everyone have to move around you, do things for you, find food for you, help you scold someone,listen your words. This is the world and YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THIS WORLD !
Same as you talking to your friend without thinking their feelings, asking people not to do this to you but you do everything you dislike to people, you dislike look at other's bad facial expression but you keep on show it on your face, you never try to look after people around you but you are so good in talking how much you care, you said you hate "A" like this, hate "B" like that but you do what they did.
They way you talk, just like we always say in chinese ：“讲话没有给自己和别人后路”
This kind of people is most let people hate, you don't know, because your eyes only see things in front you and you never try to look at outside life.
How fake is your caring to me, maybe you think you are not but I feel it.
或许你觉得没有但是你也要令别人觉得没有，因为不是你只有感受！
You only will find me when you need
You never wishes people who better than you but you envy them. You are such a crazy girl I met in 17 years.
Everyone,even the closer friends with you also agree that you are such bitch.

Stop talking about you, is too much to teach you.
Last, what I can tell you is : 人，不能一辈子靠样子的。醒醒吧你，美女！

Just now snow came my house with her mum and I thought she is her sister so I ignore her but she called me suddenly and I shocked

Have to study for Chinese class test

A very tired day

2010-05-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

27.5.2010

Happy Teacher's day to all my dearest teacher

Except the BM crazy teacher! =)

Okay, almost every year I have no chance to sit and watch perform and I have to perform

Anyway, I do really enjoy.

Nothing much to say about the day in school with teacher's day

In Zanmai we met xwei's Chaxxxx,

she is such a funny person !

" 2 person? this way..." "thank you"

The slang she speak in English is really very funny

After that we back to my house, take bath and have a nap.

Go pasar malam, eat a lot a lot....

Tung, remember 不要在意别人怎么说。

useless

2010-05-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

不知道是我太好，还是你们太不好
或许平时跟你们玩，或许我一次又一次睁一只眼闭一只眼
所以宠坏你们。
我很讨厌听到人家说：“哈？！华族舞那么差哒？！”
我很伤心，几度想要哭。我忍耐，我告诉自己我一定要把华族舞带起来
我一次又一次看着你们对华族舞，对自己，对我，对学姐的那种态度
我的心一次比一次更绝望，一次比一次更努力鼓励自己
我告诉自己，华族舞可以很好的，佩莹，加油！
我叫很多人去看我们表演，大家都说，我们想看管乐的。然后一堆很难听的话
我很想哭，真的很想哭。可是我想：没关系！我一定要在我毕业以前，让所有人对华族舞刮目相看。
所以，我很感谢帮我买票的朋友~我知道因为你们支持我，鼓励我。而不是真的想看舞蹈团。
我开始怀疑自己的能力到底去到哪里？
一厢情愿希望华族舞进步，很无知！

got a feeling

2010-05-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

170th post already. So fast so fast...I remember the first post is about the dance competition.

My mum back from Japan 4 days ago. =)

I went to tung's blog, aww ! the music make me so down right now.I wish I could do something for her to not make you so sad, so angry, so emo. But you got your own mind, what I say will not changed you. So I just listen to you. I asked you just let it go, but you can't, I understand. I asked you take off the rubber band that you tie so tight, but you just like a child never tight it before. Never afraid when you gone wrong, I am always here for you.

Went to yuling's blog, she was so angry with the one who called MELODY which spamming her blog. Yuling, do not angry with this stupid ass people. And never scold her in your blog, what she want just make you angry, and now she won. Anyway, I do support you ! =)

Ellen, I don't know what to say between you and Tung. But we still good friend. Maybe you really have to work hard to prove that you changed. Tung sometime talk very very straight and maybe hurt you. But forgive her, that is her feeling, maybe sit down and chat is the better way to know what the farking problem make friendship broke. I love you although sometime I dislike you the way you talk like dai ga jie.

Pei ying ar, I am so excited carnival is coming soon but also means that it is gonna pass very soon. Anyway, I do always enjoy my life much.   Busy stuff gonna finished. Others stuff never think so much. Don't ever angry to her and her but dislike together doing something with her and her. That feeling is weird, you make our distance so far, we are best friend but we are normal friend. I know you know what I am thinking and you know I know what are you thinking. But I train myself accept everyone, so this is why I won't always sad and having some negative mood. 放过别人等于放过自己，快不快乐的决定权永远在自己手上，面对问题，面对悲伤，你怎么想你就有怎样的情绪。也许我已经锻炼自己到了一种EQ很高的地步，有时候我觉得自己很恐怖，因为有时候会对任何事情没有感觉。但是因为这样我快乐了很多
     I want to be a happy girl with a simple life, so I simplification everything around me. I do really proud of myself have a very true happy heart

I HATE YOU !

2010-05-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

You thought whole world only you are the one busy ?

I also very busy, okay?I am Sr2 exam class, more homework have to do than you

Because you are in charge to finished it, so I have to give you to do.

You thought I am metamorphosis?? I love to ask people do this and that? NO !

I am also so sick with those stuff, okay?!

If not the LEONG SIR ask me pass it up tomorrow then I no need ask you to pass up la..

I have to use my recess time to complete those irritated stuff, walk here walk there you thought I very happy with it?

I can sit in class and chit chat with my friend, I can play in class, eat and sleep. But I have to do those things because that is my responsible. SAME ！ that is your responsibility, so you have to do.

You still say if ask you do it again then you will turn hostile, fuck you !

go ask your headmistress why wanna ask you to do so many things, idiot bitch !

and YOU ! proud bitch

stop using those idiot stupid proud way and words to talk with my HZ5's and especially ME !

I hate to see and listen, be back the one you belong to.

Don't ever think that the coach praise you then you are best and started be proud in front of us.

You are good, I agree but you are not the best. Be modest, proud bitch. Don't be like the Lin Dan !

This very not modest attitude is NEVER EVER ALLOWED TO HAPPEN IN MY DANCING CLUB

HZ5 is protected by me.

and those Junior, please be more constructive. I am so sorry for busy practice dancing and didn't lead you girls. But the attitude of you girls please be constructive and not lazy bum !

羽球赛

2010-05-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

不知道是别人想的是歪理，还是我的是歪理。
明明自己国家在比赛却支持别的国家，就好像你在比赛，但你的家人支持别人一样。
真的很奇怪。不是我讨厌中国，我崇拜中国的能力和实力，可是对上大马就不同说法了~
马来西亚或许不这么好，但是可不可以爱国？大家应该不是不爱国，只是更爱自己的种族。
但是马来西亚的子民不是部分种族的吗？马来西亚就好像自己，自己的成绩就好像马来西亚的政治，如果你的成绩不好，有一天你去比赛那是不是代表你的家人就应该支持别人？
购买国货或者购买外国产品另当别论。
有人在我的fb说：“马来西亚厉害？输给日本，厉害？”
还有还有：“在自己的国家输给日本很丢脸！”
还有：“可以输给中国，可是不可以输给日本”
第一，你知不是到球员的压力有多大？将厉害，你去打啦~！
第二，尽力了，没有欺骗成分，很丢脸吗？难道你在自己地方就一定要赢的吗？那不用比了！
第三，难道平时比自己差的人就不能得奖吗？有时候真的觉得很奇怪！
第四，一直讲输了就很差。难道你自己去比赛的时候输了你的家人就要认定你很差吗？
做人啊，要时时换个角度思考。为自己想也要为别人想
无可否认，中国很强，可是大马也不差。打进半决赛，不是每个国家都可以的。
大马子民，醒醒吧！

Malaysia vs Denmark

2010-05-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

Malaysia won !! job

MALAYSIA BOLEH !! kayao kayao kayao !!

PROVE TO THE WORLD that we are not live on the tree...

Thank you the Malaysia badminton player, I do really love you guys !

Never be proud when you win, because you will lose at the last.

I do really Malaysia.

actually Malaysia not too bad to make me hate it, just the political still got a lot of space to improve.

Time to bed. Tomorrow Malaysia vs China. GFW ! Go Fight Win, Malaysia !

May

2010-05-11T22:42:00.001+08:00

I ALWAYS ANTI COPY CAT !

stop copying my words, my way to post my blog !

YOU ALWAYS ARE YOU !

be yourself, girl !

Now is already May, countdown.....still got about 1 month then 2nd term exam !
Time passing away so blardy fast !

I got a BUSY MAY !! HELP ME !!
HZ5 stuff, homeworks, class test... bla bla bla.... STOP !!! I really need a rest.
another thing, I do really miss my one---Tung
No you sitting in front of me I just like so abnormal, I MISS YOU MY DEAR !
Recently I do really abnormal. Not only in class, I think I am too forcing myself.

Anyway, I always believe my might.

Mama's day

2010-05-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY !
妈咪，你很好啦。去年在土耳其过母亲节，今年在日本。我知道你一定很想念我们尤其是我。可是，我想你应该会比较想和我们一起过母亲节。今年本来打算要去POH KONG 买礼物给你的，可是算下算下下个月就父亲节了。如果我买了给你，我就没有钱买给爸爸了。所以为什么你一直问我拿钱放进银行我都不给你咯~我知道，你们一定会想说，不用啦~存起来有利息拿更好。可是这是我的心意。所以我现在还要继续储蓄，等你们生日我再送。而且我很怕进去POH KONG ，我怕我一进去就有人在我后面那着抢叫我把钱给他。

妈咪，谢谢你16年半里为我付出的，牺牲的。
谢谢你，真的谢谢你。
有时候我讲话很大声，有时候很多功课然后你跟我讲话我就很不耐烦，可是我现在都有在尽量控制自己。我比从前更珍惜你在我的身边。她们说有妈妈的孩子是最幸福的，所以我很幸福。